Li Wan's Journal

MUCC - FUZZ

2015-11-28T01:54:08Z

MUCC - ファズ
詞／逹瑯　曲／ミヤ

小さく君が口ずさむ
地下鉄のホーム愛しくて手を握ったんだ
ねぇもう一度歌っておくれよ
無邪気に微笑うカナリア

遅れた出会いを取り戻す様に
明日へと続いてく今日を思い出に変ていこうか
別れたばかりなのにもう逢いたいなんて重症でしょう?
右手に君が足りない

移ろうは春夏秋冬?
人の心模様?

東京コイントスダイブ
二つに一つの答えを心を弾き出すその前に
東京コイントスダイブ
愛しい恋人よ抱きしめさせてくれよ

いつか水の様に空の様に澄みわたればいい
やがて水は雲に空は風に僕は君想う
悲しい位人間で自分勝手。
そして

制御不可能な位恋に落ちてさよなら
出会いを別れを乗せ転るこの星
偶然の再会に出会えたなら尚更
ひずみ出した鼓動

東京コイントスダイブ
錆び付いたままの心の扉を叩いたのは君だろ?
東京コイントスダイブ
愛しい恋人よここからさぁ、飛び込もう

僕達は恋をした.

( English Lyric, click here )

Everything is great, the lyric, music, song, voice, including PV
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D'espairs Ray - GARNET

2015-11-28T01:44:26Z

Lyric: Despairs Ray - Garnet
作詞：HIZUMI 作曲：Karyu D'espairs Ray

絶え間ない熱病に酷くうなされている　　眠らない旋律
Save Me From The Dark-(私を暗闇から救って･･･)

不安定な鼓動　　致死量に満たない快楽と解放
Believed in You-(あなたを信じてた･･･)

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming-
(私は祈り、出血し叫び倒れている･･･)
Fake-Bite-Vice-Blame Voice-救いなどもう来やしない
(偽者･･･噛んで･･･悪徳･･･非難声･･･)
Days-(yell) I wanna die-(yell) (死にたい･･･)
俺は存在を何処かに捨てて　　be going to Life-　　

腐る砂を噛む苦悩の日々　満たされ足りない-

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming-
Fake-Bite-Vice-Blame Voice-気まぐれに吐き捨てるから
Days-(yell) I wanna die-(yell)
俺を不愉快に哀れむがいい
Days-(yell) I wanna die-(yell)
ここは無秩序な傷だらけのGarden
Days-(yell) I wanna die-(yell)
せめて絶えるまで侵し続けて　　be going to Die-

A lie is piled up in　order to hide a lie-
(嘘は嘘を隠す為に積み重ねられる･･･)

I'm falling praying, bleeding and screaming-
Fake-Bite-Vice-Blame Voice-気まぐれに吐き捨てるなら
Days…(yell)I wanna die…(yell)
俺は生き惑い何処に行けばいい？
Days-(yell)I wanna die-(yell)
ここは無秩序傷だらけのGarden
Days-(yell)I wanna die-(yell)
声が枯れるまで嘆き続けて be going to Life-

Love the intro...
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Satomi Takasugi - HUNDREDS OF LOVE SONGS

2015-11-28T01:40:25Z

高杉さと美 - 百恋歌
作詩：宮沢和史作曲：宮沢和史
It was written by Miyazawa Kazufumi (BOOM) ♥

これが恋だと知りました　川を流れる花でした
追いかけても手が届かない　薄紅の花でした

彩なす空　走る夕立ち　遠ざかる蝉時雨
人は誰も振り返るまで　時の流れに気づかない

※泣いて泣いて　泣くだけ泣いて
見上げる星空は万華鏡
いつかあなたに届くように
歌う　百恋歌※

それが愛だと知りました　夜空に浮かぶ月でした
背伸びしても手を伸ばしても　届かない月でした

迷い桜　はぐれた燕　追いかける影法師
人は誰も目を覚ますまで　それが夢だと気づかない

春は野を駆ける風になり
夏は蒼く萌える海になり
いつかあなたの腕の中で
歌う　百恋歌

(※くり返し)

秋は七色に身を染めて
冬は春を探す鳥になり
いつかあなたの腕の中で
歌う　百恋歌

(※くり返し)

ENGLISH

I learned that love is a flower that flows like a river
chasing the unreachable that little red flower

eggplant colored sky, rain pouring down and the cicada goes away
looking back at the people, not aware of the time flowing

crying, crying ...
kaleidoscopic look at the night sky
until you get to yourself someday
sing 100 love songs

I loved and learned, the moon is floating in the night sky
even when standing on tiptoe, extending the hand, still can't reach the moon
delusion sakura, swallows become separated in chasing a shadow
until everyone wakes up and noticing that is only dream

where the wind runs through the field in the spring
and the sea with sprouts green in summer
until in your arms one day
sing 100 love songs

seven colors of life dyed the autumn
the winter where the bird searches for spring
until in your arms one day
sing 100 love songs.

Beautiful lyric, song, and calming voice.
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lynch. - MAZE

2015-11-27T15:02:38Z

lynch. - MAZE

魔性のブラック　色彩にあふれた花に抱かれて眠る
恋は夢　夢は幻覚　心蝕む遊戯

憧れ　どうしよう　浅はかな興味本位さ
ねぇ　言葉じゃどうにも伝わらないから
もう始めよう　愛とすれば

あぁ　どうすれば

くちびるで痕をつけてみる　誰かが触らないように
今宵は夢　キミは幻　時間は限られている

憧れ　どうしよう　朝が来たら薄れゆくのに
ねぇ　このまま何処かへ消えちゃいたいくらい
さぁ始めよう　愛とすれば

あぁ　どうすれば

憧れ　どうしよう　浅はかな興味本位さ
ねぇ　言葉じゃどうにも伝わらないから
もう始めよう　愛とすれば

このまま何処かへ消えちゃいたいくらい
さぁ始めよう　愛とすれば

愛とすれば.

His voice is soft, the beat is fast but still in orderly tempo.
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lynch - An Illusion

2015-11-27T14:57:42Z

lynch. - An Illusion
作詞：/作曲：葉月 lynch.

悪魔の花　　優しく包み込むように
薬は僕に溶けて　　万華鏡の中
触れたい･･･触れてもいい？　　君は熟れたベリー
今でもその舌先で　　この胸突き刺している

Night and day illusion flight　　(夜と日幻想飛行)
笑ってんなよ　　祈ってんだ
急いで行くよ　　近くへ

七色の羽根が生えて　　幻覚(ユメ)の空を舞う
頭が壊れる音　　君に辿り着くまで

Night and day illusion flight
狂ってんだよ　　解ってんだ
もう前も見えないけれど

それでもね

Night and day illusion flight
止まれないよ　　待ってんだ
もうすぐ行くよ　　近くへ

ねぇ　　いつだって泣いて笑って　　時を越えて
二人でいる事が当たり前で
もう帰らないなんて解っていても　　どこかで
あの日の二人にもう一度なりたくて

これから君へ向かって　　飛んで行くから
もう少し待っていて

さぁ　　宙(ソラ)に舞った男は一人　　重力のまま大地へと
潰れた身体さえ忘れて　　恋をした大空へ

Night and day illusion flight.

One of the best of lynch.
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BUCK-TICK - RAIN

2015-11-27T14:52:34Z

BUCK-TICK - RAIN
Year 2007

見てごらんこんなにも汚れて
ボロボロの刃でもって傷つけた
ぬくもりに優しさに苛立ち背を向けては
ひとつふたつみっつ涙こぼれたうううう

いつからかこんなにも溺れて
傷口をウイスキーでもって誤魔化した
幸せに喜びに戸惑い背を向けては
よっついつつむっつ涙こぼれたうううう

Sing in the rain. 雨が君に突き刺さる
笑っちまう俺は笑えないピエロ
君を悲しませるつもりじゃないそうじゃないのに
Sing in the rain. 人は悲しい生き物
笑ってくれ君はずぶ濡れでダンス
いつか世界は輝くでしょうと歌い続ける

さよならは言わないで君と出会えた喜び
ななつやっつ涙涙あふれた

Sing in the rain. 人は可笑しな生き物
笑っちまう俺は笑えないピエロ
君を悲しませるつもりじゃないそうじゃないのに
Sing in the rain. 雨が君に突き刺さる
笑っちまう俺は笑えないピエロ
君を悲しませるつもりじゃないそうじゃないのに
Sing in the rain. 人は悲しい生き物
笑ってくれ君はずぶ濡れでダンス
いつか世界は輝くでしょうと歌い続ける

雨に歌えば雨に歌えば･･･

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

Look at me, here’s another way I'm tainted
wounded with a dull sword
grew angry with warmth and gentleness, and turned my back on you
And one, two, three, my tears fell

Since when did I start to drown like this?
I deceived my scars with whiskey
I grew confused by happiness and joy, and I turned my back on you
And four, five, six, my tears fell

Sing in the rain. The rain stabs into you
I’m a clown who can’t smile, and I’m smiling
I didn’t want to make you sad, but even so…
Sing in the rain. People are sad creatures
Smile for me, as you dance, dripping wet
Keep singing to me that the world will shine again

I was so happy to have met you, without saying goodbye
And seven, eight, my tears…my tears overflowed

Sing in the rain. People are strange creatures
I’m a clown who can’t smile, and I’m smiling
I didn’t want to make you sad, but even so…
Sing in the rain. The rain stabs into you
I’m a clown who can’t smile, and I’m smiling
I didn’t want to make you sad, but even so…
Sing in the rain. People are sad creatures
Smile for me, as you dance, dripping wet
Keep singing to me that the world will shine again

When you sing in the rain

Love the lyrics, voice, and song.
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HITA - 眉间雪

2015-11-27T12:55:49Z

HITA - 眉间雪

原曲：吴雨霏《生命树》

填词：陆菱纱

原唱：晴愔

翻唱：HITA

后期：Mr.鱼

海报捏图：紫塞玉关

海报：HITA

是不是每种感情都不容沉溺放肆

交心淡如君子

只道是那些无关风花雪月的相思

说来几人能知

院内冬初昔年与你栽的桃树

叶落早做尘土

新雪来时又将陈酒埋了几壶

盼你归来后对酌

过落雁修竹看过月升日暮

你说有一日总会名扬天下实现你抱负

那时低头替你剑穗缠着新流苏

心愿未听清楚

还挂着流苏是否应该满足

也为你缝好冬衣寄去书信一两句叮嘱

该庆幸至远至疏你我还未至陌路

是时光从来残酷

最害怕酒肆闲谈时候听见你名字

语气七分熟识

回过神笑问何方大侠姓名竟不知

笑容有多讽刺

斟酒独酌细雪纷纷覆上眉目

清寒已然入骨

还忆最初有你扯过衣袖轻拂

笑说雪融似泪珠

曾经相伴相护说着初心不负

想起某一日陪你策马同游闹市中漫步

那时正逢扬州三月桃花铺满路

神情难免恍惚

江湖的尽头是否只剩孤独

都怪我玲珑心思执念太过以尘网自缚

前方太辽阔若问此去应去向何处

把来路当做归途

桃树下那年落雪为你唱一段乐府

信了人不如故

只如今茫茫大雪之中等着谁回顾

明知无人回顾

谁能初心不负

It's about a female teacher and her little apprentice, she cared much about this boy who wanted to be famous swordsman someday. Living a lonely life, waiting for no one in her life, until the day she died. The boy now has grown up and has a apprentice as well, flash back his memories that time, how she took care of him from childhood til adulthood. The apprentice he had now also asked him the same question like he asked his teacher that time, "What are you waiting for in your life?"

Love the lyrics, her voice, and the song
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女训

2015-11-27T01:26:40Z

心犹首面也，是以甚致饰焉。
面一旦不修饰，则尘垢秽之；
心一朝不思善，则邪恶入之。
咸知饰其面，不修其心，惑矣。
夫面之不饰，愚者谓之丑；
心之不修，贤者谓之恶。
愚者谓之丑犹可，贤者谓之恶，将何容焉？
故览照拭面，则思其心之洁也；
傅脂则思其心之和也；
加粉则思其心之鲜也；
泽发则思其心之顺也；
用栉则思其心之理也；
立髻则思其心之正也；
摄鬓则思其心之整也。

--蔡邕, 李婉
This is a morale conduct written in Eastern Han Dynasty era, mostly believed it was originally written by Cai Yong, and then many writers adopt them, modified and so. It was known that Li Wan left this morale conduct to her daughters because she was exiled to faraway land.

The point about this writing is about how women should behave, despite how important their looks are, to have the inner beauty is a must.

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Sand

2015-11-26T15:01:53Z

every breath i take in my lifetime
is like the sand slipping through fingers
after it runs out, i grab a handful of sand again …
somehow i intend to just hide this hand into my pocket

but how could i ?

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress

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Castle of Sand and One Tree Hill

2015-11-26T15:01:14Z

life is … between this two paths :

walking to the one tree hill
bury a box beneath
no one knows, forgotten
as time goes by.

walking to the beach, sun bathing
building castle of sand, leave it alone
waves destroy it, the sun sets
tomorrow come again.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress

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Words to Heart

2015-11-26T15:00:43Z

someone’s words slice your heart
feel, does your heart really bleed ?
whose mouth spilled those words ?
as long as not from yours, doesn’t matter.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress

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Heart's Gallop

2015-11-26T15:00:03Z

rest in my mind, at least
be at ease, loosen your gallop
listen more, less worry
say it with silence, stay for a moment
heart is raining, you’d be safe.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress

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慈经注

2015-11-26T14:58:50Z

一切衆生各有己業、業的承繼人、業是母胎、業是眷屬、業是所依，他們都是自己所造善惡業的主人由業區分有情而有貴賤尊卑等。

All living beings are the owners of their actions, heir to their actions, born of their actions, related through their actions, and live dependent on their actions.
Whatever they do, for good or for evil, to that will they fall heir.

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Cloud of Mind

2015-11-26T14:58:02Z

he said this mind is just like a cloud
in a state of confusion
between darkened vision
and forced enlightenment

he screamed not to be heard
his unhealed pains and sickness
were endurable through life times
who would tell lies when no one heard ?

now as his mind runs freely
the cloud is dispersed into the air
like the smoke of burning fire
and freezing ice

he asked if he could jump out from the train of life now
railway beyond is buried by the unsung ballads of prides and regrets
the neverending road is like a punishment, back-packed with endless thoughts
from the beginning til the end, he only sees a series of parallel occurrences from a distance.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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Please, Heart!

2015-11-26T14:56:57Z

please heart,
be calm-
try to survive the madness
when you feel too weak,
close your eyes,
pray to the stars,
they will lift the dark clouds,
sent you a comfort-

please heart,
be strong-
try to move on
when it’s too heavy
kneel down,
pray to the earth,
they will grow a flower
so you won’t be lonely

please heart,
be mindful-
try to focus
when you feel blind
take a deep breath
pray to the wind,
they will take you away
the moment will pass.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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Into A Song

2015-11-26T14:56:10Z

you know, it’s not a heartbroken song
singing it right now, just to convey my feeling
that somehow i miss you, treasure the old times a lot
but yeah, nothing last forever, no need to be too sad

i often lament our past, repeatedly asked myself ‘what if’,
my mind plays a monologue, as if you would reply all my questions
and here it is, the tears falling but at least i am able to smile
so what if it’s not our fate to be together any longer?

like an opened window, some things need the wind to come inside and take them out
they cant fly themselves, they can only pray for miracle
like a fish keep swimming, floating calmly in their sleeps,
so do we keep moving on, deal with problems in life, imbue every efforts with prayers

there were used to many regrets piled up
but at sometime, a heavy rain sinked and scattered them all to faraway ocean
such emotional memories no longer feel painful
to retrieve them only to remind me i am still okay and move on

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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KARMA

2015-11-26T14:55:11Z

i know karma is truly exist,
it works very fair and justice,
it’s just i should question my lifespan
whether enough time to witness it or not.

so why bother …

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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The Shore Beyond

2015-11-26T14:54:34Z

you were born into this world only to leave me alone
hating myself will it would be better if we never met since the beginning
the same simple question asking why being born into this world
if in the end we are living life day by day to be only getting closer to death.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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A Peaceful Mind

2015-11-26T14:53:24Z

it is in the morning, grey clouds hanging on the sky, the sun shines not very brightly
the air outside is little cold, on a table, a jar and a cup of hot tea served with a plate of verkade
there is no one around the room, as empty as the heart, occupied by no one, nothing left
laughable moments, tearful encounters and separations, flowed along the river, drowned into the borderless sea

eventually the greatest happiness on earth is the peaceful mind.

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Running With The Candles

2015-11-26T14:52:26Z

the faces used to beside me, running together,
now i can see only their backs, fading away,
the songs used to accompany me, night and day,
now i’m the one who accompany them, sing forever.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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Sanctuary in The Hidden Mind

2015-11-26T14:51:11Z

the happiness when i open a window
soft and warm sun light greets me
celestial songs filled the air
this is heaven

in this life, the things i gained and the things i lost
all replaced by diminishing distance within the start and finish line
knowing it isn’t the beginning and the ending
sky above is wide and high, ground beneath is vast and deep

emotional breaks, illusions penetrate time
roaming freely, in sanctuary hidden from timeline.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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Forever Disconnected

2015-11-26T14:50:19Z

even under the same sky,
we were separated by a distance,
this distance, nothing can connect us,
even the wind will never blow through it.

stay the way we are, forever disconnected
i can only imagine the clouds above
are those white feathers of yours
fly high, borderless image, redefining reality.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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Leave. Free

2015-11-26T14:49:28Z

let me go, set me free
lift up the spell, unbound me
from this neverending sea of bitterness
whether fall into the abyss
or fly high to the touchless sky
i will go there
without prides, without regrets
neither happiness, nor sadness
please, i have to go.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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To The Nameless Me

2015-11-26T14:48:34Z

Whenever I feel sad and down, disappointed and tired of this life, I would say to myself, “A human being must face pain, endure suffer, only then could really understand happiness, being grateful and become sincere.”

Some people define the source of happiness or sadness as desires. They then able to deduct their desires, as if sacrificing their own happiness, time, and even chance, in order to make other(s) happy. Maybe this kind of people are the happiest people indeed.

So I guess that’s right, living in this world, as long as we have a peaceful heart, a sincere living, those sacrifices means nothing to you.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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旧忆 Memories

2015-11-26T14:46:58Z

旧忆就像花儿一样散开
风吹飘落什么多剩不下
流泪的话言谁能来安慰
她就这样到遥远去流放

memories are like spread of flowers
wind blows, they’re floating and gone without trace
who would comfort those tearful words
therefore she went to faraway land of exile.

Poem also posted on Concrete082 Wordpress.

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